[He isn't shattered by it. It was familiar in its rhythms of use and pain, and easy by comparison. His brother was alive, there. But the last few days were a different sort of possibility, and he isn't sure how to reconcile all the things he feels about what he did.]
I killed someone. Not - I did it on my own, I mean. I don't know how I feel.
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I killed someone. Not - I did it on my own, I mean. I don't know how I feel.