[Grave. Alex can do grave. He's a natural talent.]
That's why I said I'm sorry you had to do it.
[If Alex could absolve him of guilt, he would. But he can't. That's not how guilt works. You don't get to take it off when you want to, or when it's inconvenient. It weighs.]
Is it hard? To control.
[The 'it' is vague because he doesn't know how to explain what he means. He knows what happened, more or less, but doesn't understand the intricacies, because in that place he didn't care. Here, he cares. A lot.]
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That's why I said I'm sorry you had to do it.
[If Alex could absolve him of guilt, he would. But he can't. That's not how guilt works. You don't get to take it off when you want to, or when it's inconvenient. It weighs.]
Is it hard? To control.
[The 'it' is vague because he doesn't know how to explain what he means. He knows what happened, more or less, but doesn't understand the intricacies, because in that place he didn't care. Here, he cares. A lot.]