[He hopes it's true. But he catches something in Nathan's eyes, on occasion, and he isn't sure. But he doesn't hate himself over what happened on the other barge, at least. it seems easier, somehow, to let other people take the blame for wielding him when he remembers their faces.]
[spam]
You don't know that.
[He hopes it's true. But he catches something in Nathan's eyes, on occasion, and he isn't sure. But he doesn't hate himself over what happened on the other barge, at least. it seems easier, somehow, to let other people take the blame for wielding him when he remembers their faces.]