She was better than me. Even without Rassilons and Miraculites and Guidance pushing me around-- in a vacuum, given my own choices, I'm not a very good person, Marsh! I'm -- petty and selfish and violent and impatient. I know she would have been disappointed but I couldn't imagine going on without her.
[He takes his hand away and drags both of them angrily down his face.]
That's weakness, isn't it? The best I can do is try to be like someone better, and without help I'm not actually very good at that.
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She was better than me. Even without Rassilons and Miraculites and Guidance pushing me around-- in a vacuum, given my own choices, I'm not a very good person, Marsh! I'm -- petty and selfish and violent and impatient. I know she would have been disappointed but I couldn't imagine going on without her.
[He takes his hand away and drags both of them angrily down his face.]
That's weakness, isn't it? The best I can do is try to be like someone better, and without help I'm not actually very good at that.