[He doesn't understand. At all. There's nothing that scares him more than losing his mind. He resists all efforts to remove his because - well, the guilt, yes, always that. But also because part of him thinks he'd lose a different part of himself without them than he loses to them, and maybe one he can't spare.
But Zane was good, without it. Whole. Marsh does not understand what he's afraid of. But it's enough for him, that Zane is.]
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[He doesn't understand. At all. There's nothing that scares him more than losing his mind. He resists all efforts to remove his because - well, the guilt, yes, always that. But also because part of him thinks he'd lose a different part of himself without them than he loses to them, and maybe one he can't spare.
But Zane was good, without it. Whole. Marsh does not understand what he's afraid of. But it's enough for him, that Zane is.]
Okay.