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Marsh || Steel Inquisitor ([personal profile] myironeyes) wrote2014-10-06 06:11 pm

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[Public Video]

The kitchen is, as usual, understaffed. We were understaffed before this latest shake-up and now we are more understaffed. We require at least one temporary warden supervisor for the lunch shift and four or five new inmates.

Those interested should speak to Riddick or myself.


[Open spam, backdated throughout the last few days]

[Marsh can be found in odd times at odd places - late and night on the deck or early morning in the greenhouse, hunched over, making soft, choking noises, his little cockatiel crooning worriedly and attempting to preen his short hair. Folded in a corner of the ice-damaged stairwell, a hand splayed over his spikes, breathing hitched, shoulders shaking, looking like nothing so much as a man desperately trying to sob and unable to manage it.

The crying from Iris's room - it's psychic, he doesn't just hear it. It gets in when he is too tired to fend it off from ripped-open places, and then it becomes him, the loneliness and fear and grief, the confusion of the very young. He remembers himself - it is not overwhelming, not like Ruin at its worst, nothing like that - but he cannot stop feeling it. And the feeling is not entirely unfamiliar.]



[Private spam for Bianca]

[He decides, eventually, that it cannot be a trick, that something is real, must be suffering. Or perhaps he doesn't care anymore, as long as it stops. He arrives at her door with his jaw clenched from the effort of holding the lost, abandoned feeling back, and it still drips through his cracks, stings like salt in his punctures. He knocks.]


[Private spam for C'Rizz the Dalek Emperor, backdated to shortly after the arena]

[It's not a pleasant return, but he falls to the necessary housekeeping with a grim sort of gratitude. He asks the admiral for a resurrection, then swallows a truly foul amount of powdered pewter and a small sliver of feruchemy-laced gold. Then cooks until he stops seeing Iris on every blank nonmetallic surface, and brings the egg soup to C'Rizz's room. He knocks, then lets himself in.]

It's me.
walkingmeltdown: (swallow up your greed☠)

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[personal profile] walkingmeltdown 2014-10-07 02:37 am (UTC)(link)
I realize you're both in no position to be turning help away, and it's not really any of my business but.

[He hesitates, and then sighs in a markedly open and wearied fashion.]

If at all possible could you...not let him? He's already taking on every last piece of work that he can. He's made himself my unoffical warden, he's still watching over this other version of his own inmate, he's sitting on Bianca and he's playing second banana to Lehnsherr; that and he's responsible still for anything left to do with that nanite project.

He doesn't know how to say 'no', Marsh. It's his weakness.
Edited 2014-10-07 02:37 (UTC)
walkingmeltdown: (☠exactly how the breaking point sounds☠)

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[personal profile] walkingmeltdown 2014-10-08 07:16 pm (UTC)(link)
Well don't look at me. For one, not a warden - for two, I'm guessing no one really wants me anywhere near the food. Health code violations and all.
walkingmeltdown: (but you came up with the right kind☠)

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[personal profile] walkingmeltdown 2014-10-12 06:05 pm (UTC)(link)
[Is it okay to joke about this? Eh, he's going for it anyway:] With you it's a little hard to tell.
walkingmeltdown: (i don't have the patience☠)

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[personal profile] walkingmeltdown 2014-10-13 03:01 am (UTC)(link)
No, I mean -- it was a joke. [He represses his sigh, but it still shows slightly in his voice.] Looking, hard to tell. Because of your eyes.

Oh, never mind. It really wasn't that funny to begin with. I shouldn't have bothered.