I'm tired, Marsh. Since I got here all I really wanted was to just... stop. I thought I would, on Utebaddon Taria, I thought that it would be over and it wasn't.
I got to speak with Charlotte and the Doctor again, just that once, and it was the first time in so long I hadn't wanted to just end. But I love them so much. And if I could make it back to them--
I might hurt them. Again. With nobody to blame but myself.
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I'm tired, Marsh. Since I got here all I really wanted was to just... stop. I thought I would, on Utebaddon Taria, I thought that it would be over and it wasn't.
I got to speak with Charlotte and the Doctor again, just that once, and it was the first time in so long I hadn't wanted to just end. But I love them so much. And if I could make it back to them--
I might hurt them. Again. With nobody to blame but myself.
[His voice is cracking and he's started to cry.]